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Shutdown

Hey everyone, those who follow me on social media, this won’t be a surprise, but I’m making a public announcement anyway.

On Saturday, 7/6, most of this website is going to be shut down. Nuzlocke stories, Rise of the Lunar Champion, the reviews, all of those are no longer going to be publicly available. The only public information will be my bio, which will be rewritten, my current projects, and my existing publication. I will leave the existing Swan Maidens info up because it is likely helpful for the artist and I don’t want to take that resource from them.

Alright, now that the announcement part is over, I’m sure you are wondering why this change. The short answer: AI. Here’s the longer answer.

I don’t absolutely hate AI. I think it can serve specific purposes, though the technology isn’t there yet and I don’t approve of anything that wastes water the way AI does. However, that purpose is not to replace art, be that actual artwork or writing. And every scrap of my writing that is up on WordPress is that much easier to use to train AI, and that bothers me deeply. I know of people plugging in fanfiction to get finished stories. I know of publishers trying to argue that they can upload writer’s manuscripts. I’m deeply unhappy about all of this.

There are arguments to be made that the only person I’m hurting is myself. I won’t be updating the blog enough to get traffic, experts will say, and with that, it’s that much harder to get recognition.

The age of the blog is already past us. You can google for me and I won’t come up because, yet again, AI. My tentative plan is to try an SM blitz and follow Amazon’s algorithm with my Flowers for an Empire series, to see if that nets me better results. (This means all six books have to be finished first though.) Would it be smarter to have a long history? Not in today’s age. Having a history doesn’t seem to help you anymore, just hurt when people go looking for ways to hurt you or make you out to be somebody or something you aren’t by taking things out of context.

The publishing industry wants people who have built in audiences now, but I’m a writer, not an aspiring celebrity. I just can’t do it. This blog was already pushing how much of my private life I felt comfortable with sharing.


News: Life Updates!

Hey, ya’ll. So, what’s been going on in the radio silence?

Well, I took over the Dance Guild for my medieval group. We had our first seminar in July, which was a learning experience in planning with others for me. It was a success, though, so hopefully I’ll be working more of those alternating summers. Meanwhile, the house hunt continues! I had the perfect place, but before I had my financing in order, it pended an offer, so sadness.

Meanwhile, my RP site died, so I had to build us a new site to use. The transfer over was one of panic and dismay. Some of the group had been using the old site for a long time. However, another was experiencing a problem with a hateful other player (which has prompted a blog post, look for that sometime next week), so it might end up being for the best. (I’m about as behind over there as I am here, all the busy.)

Psyche’s DnD campaign finally came to an end, the DM wrapping it up quickly as all of us started dragging and our power levels got ridiculous. Belle is staying retired, because I need the right campaign for her (sort of like ever using Anna again). So while my new kitsune oracle character, Ran, is in one campaign, I’m working on a Vishkanya Deadly Courtesan build, Danika. She’s going to be…different, a lot like Anna, so I’ll be stretching my RP ability. (I can’t flirt, what AM I thinking?!)

The big thing is that Ginny and I sent an idea for a spin-off game, well over a year ago, and we finished that up! We sent it off to the company that the parent game is being done by, no word yet (this was several weeks ago). In the meantime, we’re playing with other ideas together, and she has been getting her book self-published. I had to edit that for her, and will be doing the same for the second book once she’s ready for it. I’ll have longer for it and won’t be silent on here though.

Where does this leave my books? Well, I finally found my stinkin’ notes for the second half of Act II of Ten. I did a re-read of what I have, and I have a surprising little I feel the need to cut of it. So if I can make the second half and the ending just as solid, editing should be pretty simple before it’s my turn to face the agents-querying process. I’m going to try and cut out thirty minutes to write, every day. No TV, no video games, barely talking to Ginny time. Then I can expand on it once I at least get in the habit of thirty minutes. Otherwise, this is never going to get done.

Next week will be the RP post, then a somewhat ranty review of one of my favorite shows followed by a study of Psyche now that her campaign is finished.


News Since…October?!

Yeesh, I sort of died over here, didn’t I? I deeply apologize, everybody, but hopefully my explanation will make up for it.

This last semester, I was taking a class similar to Independent Study, in the sense that it was me working on a story one-on-one with a professor. In this case, I chose to start revising the first book in the Shadow Day Quartet. There were problems with the plot that I couldn’t figure out what was wrong, and I definitely needed some advice. Right before I met with the professor, I did an exercise that made me realize that I had twice, if not three times, the amount of characters I needed, and then Prof. Chester pointed out I was lacking a direct antagonist for the main character, then helped me with setting Mari and Natile apart, which gave me a huge plot hole in the newly revised plot line…which is where I’m stuck at now. I need to fix the plot, but I’m roughly a third of the way through the rewrite, with only the first four chapters needing a severe overhaul due to me relearning the important parts of my craft. I brought either a revised plot (it took me a few times to get something solid) or a chapter every week to my meeting with Chester, leading to an average of about 2,250 to 2,750 words a week.

Another class I was taking was Commercial Non-Fiction. These are books like The Diary of Anne-Frank, Longitude, etc. They deal with real events/information, but tell the story like a novel. I had the option of working on my idea to do a study on the various different stories about Anastasia Romanov, but in the end realized I would not have the time to do the research I needed. So I defaulted and wrote about jousting, both in medieval times and in modern medieval fairs/shows. Most of the stuff currently written is everything I don’t need research for thanks to my AOA, aside from the one interview I did manage to get in and the necessary little bit of intell I got on different horse breeds beyond my own handfuls of knowledge… I got most of my part done with it, and the book really just needs me to finish doing interviews to add other people’s opinion/knowledge. That said, I wrote 25,000 words in a very condensed time frame and was quite ready to kill things by the end of it. Each week once the writing started was 4,000 words, required, and then the last one was 5,000.

The final class I was taking was the first half of my graduate project, the second book in the Shadow Day Quartet. It took us quite a while to get my plot beaten down into something that made sense, and the first two chapters are rough. Really rough. I’m used to getting a first draft to get the kinks out before a professor reads it, and it showed. But I finally got my stuff together, and managed to get the first four chapters written. Out of seventeen plus epilogue. The format to this class worked the exact same as the sort-of Independent Study, even with the same professor, only I didn’t necessarily have to turn anything in during a given week (something I found out at the end of the semester, and it saved my bacon). My chapters were also longer, usually from 2,750 to 3,250.

This is all on top of trying to keep my forum RPs alive and weekly prompts, which the prompts alone varied from around 1,200 words to 4,000 words. So lots and lots of writing happened, and something just had to give. Sadly, it was the blog. I had planned though to pick up the blog after my family vacation. Immediately after Dead Week (and my poor advertising students’ early final), I went off to Las Vegas, Nevada for the National Finals Rodeo with my family. Even better, I got to go see Tournament of Kings over at the Excaliber (and make fun of them a little. Great show, but their Arthur story needs help). It was fun, and I even got to leave with more money than I arrived with, thanks to a lot of luck.

Everything seemed to be going alright… And then somebody got on to the return flight from Vegas to Amarillo sick. Guess who got whatever congestion nightmare that was? At first, I thought it was from my ears popping like six times a day from riding the elevator (we were on the 22nd floor of the hotel), but by Sunday I couldn’t breath through my nose, and breathing through my mouth led to coughing. I was still really tired/coughy all the way up to Christmas, when I carpooled back to the Oklahoma Panhandle with my older brother. He asked me to drive up to Tulsa, and we left from there. Along the way, I lost my cruise control on my car (still need to get that looked at, actually…), but thankfully he was driving his up to the panhandle and I got to sleep most of the way thanks to my meds knocking me out like a light.

Now, my wrist has been doing this popping thing whenever I bent it back, and then popping again when I bent it forward, usually only after I’d had a really, REALLY long day of writing. My family informed me in Vegas that this was carpel tunnel, and I needed to start wearing a brace before it got worse. I heard, but since I was having trouble with even the concept of getting oxygen into my body, I hadn’t managed to buy a brace yet. Big. Mistake. Driving back from my brother’s place in Tulsa to my place in Norman without cruise control messed with my wrist sooooo bad… Yeah, writing has become a little bit of a hassle. Thankfully, it has slowly been getting better.

So what has gotten done around here? Well, for one, I’m going to come out and admit to being Eva-Emaria on deviantart.com, as well as in the comment section of webcomics, including Hurrocks Fardel. Now, how the heck is this relevant? For those of you who follow this comic (which should be everyone, its actually really clever and well-paced), there was a contest a few months ago to create characters to be featured in the comic. Since my character, a swan maiden/valkyrie named Eira, won, I’ve been working on her Guard, getting them drawn, bios written, and all posted on my deviantart page. It has taken me almost a year now, but it is finished at last. Very tentatively, I want to someday do a webcomic involving these characters, but I need a few things to happen in Hurrocks Fardel before I attempt to do that, since I need to know more about the world. I also got over the severe burnout that the crazy semester had given me, partially thanks to a new story idea that I’ve added to my list of projects. It’s planned just enough that I won’t go crazy thinking about it.

What are the goals for this semester? Well, one of my classes has me reading basically a book a week, and doing short reports over most of them, four presentations over the others, plus a decent sized final paper. My only other class is finishing my grad novel. In an ideal world, I’m done way early with my second book, like before Spring Break early, so I can be defended and done with it. I have Medieval Fair coming up on April 5, and I need to have my costume and armor (yeah, I’m making armor, be afraid) finished by February 15. And then, provided I’ve done what I need to do to get the grad project done and over with, I’d like to get the first book’s rewrite finished by May.

Outside of writing, I am on the permanent-job hunt for post-graduation, ideally starting June 2 and giving me time to take a two week vacation/work trip up to New Orleans before hand. I’d like to be in an associate professor job, but since I can’t leave Oklahoma for family reasons, I’d be willing to accept just about anything that lets me stay in the rough area where I am. Once I get the job lined up, I get to go house hunting. *rubs hands and cackles* Yep, I’m sick of apartments and am quite ready to be somewhere where there is at LEAST three feet between me and the next house. Plus, I need a fenced in back yard for my poor dog to be moved down here with me.

Now, to the point. What does all this mean for the blog? Basically, I’m ideally going to have the time to start posting on here more regularly, thanks to me finally going, “Rebecca, you DERP, write the post over the week and just schedule it to go up on Thursdays!” I’ll let you all know also when I finish the different books, as well as when my new job/house are lined up. I will definitely want some advice on places to see in New Orleans outside of Bourbon Street and the French Quarter. And with that, I’ll see you all next Thursday!